Okay, lets see... how often have i said this phrase? i used to say it way more often back in the time when i was a regular guy ranting out what ever i thought about. But the last couple of months i have stopped writing completely. the only kind of things i have been typing the last few months are logical blocks of code. I just realized how i miss writing. reading through the archives i realized once upon a time i was this carefree, blithe teenager who used to enjoy doing all the things under the sun. i was this guy who would never tire out, and who would give a 120% on everything he took up. but then those days are gone i guess. Words do not play at the tip of my finger any longer. somewhere along the line i became responsible, i felt important, i felt left out, i felt detached, i fell depressed and the current state of affairs. Today i find myself at peace. at a state that i quiet enjoy and all of a sudden i stare at huge uncertainties in life. The Cloud of Uncertainty that i enjoy to play with, that might lash out in torrid rains or break down into gentle drizzle. i am ready for it. I am reminded of something i heard a while back "let old bonds be broken and new relationships be forged", today i appreciate it. i have found myself a set of people i can hang out, laugh along with and contemplate with. Thanks a lot Chennai Ultimate Frisbee you have managed to get me out of the most depressed state of my life so far, and also in the process you made me loose tons of weight. Thank you PyCon India for introducing some amazing friends whom i can never be without, thank you Skype for making it possible to stay in touch with friends who are in the other side of the globe. thank you family, for being considerate. thank you Liba for making me work my ass out :) I think that sounded Academy speech enough. :p Today is Vijayadasami for many people its an auspicious day to start new things and renew vow towards the skills they learnt by practise over the years. My vow is simple, i will start writing again. i dont know if i can be stupid enough, or humurous enough as i used to be but i am sure i will continue remaining as politically incorrect as i always was. for new beginings. P.S: celebrating five years of blogging as of day before oct 15, 2010.