>The Budha took a beating fell down and got hurt. He rose from the dust like the phoenix does from the ashes, he said, "kill them all, i am not buddha you know!!" and promptly rose back mark isuak the side of meme that i have tried to hide all along.
I realized that the phrase that i have most frequently used over the last week was "i realized" . its so freaking bad to realize anything after you take the beating. over the past three months i have been dumped at least four times, ditched at least a dozen times and cursed over a million times. leading my normal life in the cyber world i realized is next to impossible, at various times i have been called the guy who apes, the despo, the guy who thinks he is a big writer and the Bugger (a spoof on blogger, ha! what a joke) !!
Mark Isuak, the unknown guy sounds far better than my name now, i can finally swear at people, hate them openly, bitch about them and get away as one of those anons. I don't care, what the world thinks of me anymore, better still i have a clear idea of what the world is, in case you did not know, you guys are all big time losers, you spoiled my life.
Its not the name alone, a few more things are to change as well, no more carnatic and celtic music, not because the music is bad, but because i am freaking bad at it, give me metallica, lets pray judas priest, i am probably satan in disguise.
Next up, no more of token evangelisms, "I hate you" is the mantra, i have had enough of being good, to everyone, you guys take advantage of me. Whats wrong if i made a mistake once, can't you guys let me undo it? or at least wont you let me walk away from the deep pool of fecal matter i am into?
Next up, i am not a pathetic wimp anymore ( i never was), i do not, repeat, do not need you to show any sort of poignant interest in my messed up life, your apathy towards me is most welcome. You guys have successfully made me the most biggest introvert in the world, congratulations, you may now proceed to screw up the life of someone else. But do come back, i want to demonstrate how barking dogs can bite as well.
And above all, yeah, if i stuck up for you then its not because i wanted a favor from you but its because i liked you, now if it so happens that you do not like me, then please be specific, i dont want to waste my time either, may be i will try to find some new friends, as long as i am useful to someone else then i am sure i can make a few more friends.
And yeah just to prove that mark isuak has returned i quote him to the word "f#$k you morons!"