>Has anyone ever wondered how it feels to be a cameraman when your movie becomes a big hit? ask me, i am no cameraman, but a mere backstage help in the theater called life. I like doing what i do best, sit in the backstage, hear the artists do the roles, help them out with their makeup, set the stage for the show, arrange the props and pray for everything to flow smoothly. At the end of the day i know that my name will not even be mentioned during the introduction of the cast, but then i know for a fact that without me the show would not have happened.
There are times when i sit back and wonder how good it would have been, had i been the protagonist. i would have got dropped in a limo, would have been dressed in full attire by a dozen odd people and i would have had the lime light all for myself. but nope my mind constantly keeps telling me that i am more the king maker than the king, the king would definitely respect me, but not the state.
Judge me by my work , i always say, and not by my appearance, but this gets paradoxical, because, as much as i do not show up in the stage , neither does my work get recognized. Not that i crib, because my work in itself is to make it look as if there was no work done? confusing right? that is how confused i am right now?
how i wish there was a ctrl + alt + delete combination in life, so that i can restart from the beginning, all over again...
i sit, contemplate on what kind of state my life is really in, when suddenly i get a call asking me to get prepared for the next play, all my thoughts vanish, this time around how can i dress up romeo when he proposes juliet, and should juliet wear that black dress at all? the ambivalence prevails when suddenly someone calls me and says "where were you the guy who did the stage management for the play?, it sucked"
ha! someone at least knew that i existed.

Equally bizarre comments are welcome for this bizarre post.

Sixth visha parikshai starts may 18, so that means i am out of blogosphere for the next month or so. "June is going to be fun" , thats the mantra thats keeping me alive for the time being, lets see what happens, as i once upon wrote when i was new to blogging, time will tell....

P.S
special wishes to those who celebrate their anniversary this month, esp around the third week, or is it the fourth!!
P.P.S
for all the people who strongly stand for a common blogger code of ethics, i say "what a decision" (in a super fast manner without a break between the 'what' and 'a' )